look at the AWESOME time now man.it's 4.20 am and i'm still doing art o levels. == i have to just forget bout sleeping coz i dont have time for it. if i sleep, it will be m face in the freakin drawing block i'm drawing on ._. freakinnn tired. lucky i had a nap in the afternoon ._. oh yeah i just ordered smth from mac ._. McSPICY xD ... but nothing beats sleep ._.

Labels: Dx I WANA SLEEP

posted by KurameXD @ 4:22 AM





omg i cant believe i forgot your bday! GOMENE HAX-CHAN! TANJYOBI OMEDETTOU~!!! GOMENE GOMENE ><
posted by KurameXD @ 9:10 PM





maaan i'm sorry i'm sorry >< later wishes but i still wana say:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZUKI TWIN~!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENE~EEE~!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO BAO~!!

hope u 3 enjoyed your birthday ya xD

Labels: tanjyobi omedettou

posted by KurameXD @ 9:00 PM





HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIKI AND AZUMI!!!!

Labels: i love you xD

posted by KurameXD @ 4:27 PM





hana chan~ cel chan~
PLEASE PUT SOME TAGBOXES OR SOMETHING SO THAT I CAN TAG YOU LADIES! LINK ME! ESPECIALLY YOU CEL! SINCE U GOING TO AUSTRALIA. BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Labels: jodan janai.hontou ni BAAAAAAAKAAAAA desu

posted by KurameXD @ 10:45 PM





Really REAALLY GOOOD cosplay performanc e with YAOI fanservice at the end :D

Labels: Love it while it lasts baby

posted by KurameXD @ 3:12 AM





XB :
oh , im lame ? i think you are lammer . you suppect that i am the spy in the plurk ? i didnt even care for what you do or what you say .haha . is that a joke ?

Xue:
firstly. im saying that, you are the spy =.= im saying Jason -.-" there's people whom i dont know at all in my plurk. they din even bother to reply.. so what can i say?



Me:
YOU were saying jason huh? OH REALLY?then why did you write "AIKO believes that Jason Ee has a spy in here." shouldnt you write "AIKO believes that Jason Ee is spying in here" ?

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XB:
ya you never knew i would do this but now you guess i am doing this . which part of the words or what makes you think that i am the spammer ? do you know my ip address ? go and look through last time those tag that i tag you . did i even tag you for these few days ? open your eyes big big . i guess you dont even know me that well too . you think i got contact jason ? i never even contact him .whats more you can say other than get a life ? you think those words is i say ? check through hows my typing and my english .
you think i so rubbish to said that about you . did i even post or said about you after the challet ?

Xue:
Did i say you are the spammer? Yes. i did thought that you'd be the spammer wannabe. But, what for you did this? when you dont even care anymore? and yes, i can check ur ip address. it was quite similar.. but not exactly. You didnt tag me for these few days, message you din reply.. what are you trying to show me? plurk respond you din reply.. Totally ignoring me, without giving me a real reason. I did not say you contact Jason.. And lastly. im telling those people that act wanna be me or whatever, to get a life and screw off my blog. You did not post about me during or after the chalet, im quite alright with that.. its not like we clicked alot that time.. losta thing happened..



Me:
if u really know her ip address say it out then.if u accused her of being a spy for jason at first, isnt it logical enough that xb woiuld be in contact wif jason? duh. why would she post bout you when u didnt post bout her? didnt you realise anything?


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XB:
i did not . do you really treat me as a friend ? now you suspect me that i tag at ur tag box . how nice of you . i naver nothing to do , until spam people tag box . i guess you dont even need me as a friend in the first place . i didnt know you make use so much of me . looking back at my words ? herhm . did you really look and think or just look and anyhow bomb ? so you know how to check ip address ? tell me whats my ip address . say it out . more than one people spamming ? yeah , by looking at the names call more than one people spaming . i got a life now i dont need to get any . i guess you are the who who really need a life . you dint even really care or want me as a friend in the first place .

Xue:
Yes. i did suspect you. because ur ip address was just 3 digits away from the ip address that spammed in my blog. everytime you restart your com, the ip address jumps one digits after ur real ip address.. Of course i treated you as a friend, but you totally ignored me.. remembered the fun we had? i cherished that moment.. You have plurk to spam. you have no need to spam at my blog. Can you please tell me how did i make use of you? there is definately more than one people spamming my blog.. the ip address is like totally different -.- even if its one people.. who would be so dumb to spam my blog with two computers at the same time? they can just change their name.. and spam again.. I wanted you as a friend, i treated you like a bestie among all. i did care, i'll say more in william's case.



Me:
seriously, if u know her ip address, SPIT IT OUT - forget the confidential thing.
Another thing. if you really treated her as a bestie, how come you can not sms or call her - no contact for one month straight? explain THAT.


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XB:
did i say i wann to end it ? since you mention it i will give you what you want . i know is fine with you cause you dint even treat me as a friend . call me a lame ? so ? . what is SMUDGE ? no one really care about that . you think you are playing maple ? issnt the group name you plan to name us ?

Xue:
Theres only 6 members, i message all, only one reply.. sam.. after i spam the rest with more message.. then they reply.. what can i conclude about that? busy.. din see.. yes i know.. but it took hours and hours.. its okay.. i chose to end smudge basically because of the ignorance of you, mel, and 82.. we like totally split apart on the 2nd day of chalet.. after 2 days, 2 messages, no one replied.. i texted 82, to ask if you ignoring me, and hate me? after one day, and i sent him another message. 'can you please reply' finally he replied.. with a stupid answer.. 'dono' what took him so long to reply that message.. one letter for 6 hours? i treated you as a friend, somehow you dont feel the same way.. call you lame? Yes, you are lame, i am lame. theres no so. thats our character. thats why we clicked and became friends at the very first day. what is Smudge? i know no one cares about that.. because its just a random name i popped out.. some agreed and some did not.. i wanted a name, which we all like, and we'll be happy in there. A group name doesnt need to be in maple format.. but im playing maple.. started 3 days ago... over bored.. Yes i was trying to name you guys, but some people just feel 'FORCED' to be in the name of Smudge.. we should get a better name..



Me:
you spammed the rest with messages? oh really? i only recieved one from you that day. oh yeah. i remember - you didnt see me as a friend from the start. u still have the guts to say we are ignorant? look in the mirror, seriously. u only send 82 the "can you please reply" but you didnt send me... doesnt that prove that u treat guys better than girls? Anyways,since u already disbanded this group though you are NOT the leader at all, what difference does it make if u choose another name? Wont it just end up the same as 'SMUDGE'?

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XB:
call me a bitch in your plurk ? you sure i am the one who spam your tag box ? did you really check it ?
you know who tag your tag box ? say the name out ! come on ! say it ! i cant wait to hear from you . i thought you said this in your blog .

Xue:
im saying that spy. i dont even know whose that bitch till now alright. im very sure that that fella is in my plurk because.. AFTER I JOINED PLURK AND INVITED ALL MSN FRIENDS, HE CAME TO TAG ME. im not sure if you're the one who spammed my tag box. i did really check it.. yes i did say that.. who else will it be? jason and friends. jason has good english.. he wont talk broken.. it could be his friends.. or whatever that is.. but the problem is.. how did he even find my blog? =.= i also dont know.. im gonna change it soon.. and yeah i said it..



Me:
if you dont know who is the one who spammed your blog tagbox then why you called the person a 'bitch'? it's common knowledge that 'bitch' is a demaning term for FEMALES - in other words for GIRLS,LADIES or WOMEN.

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XB:
why did you delete your tag box ? just go ahead and let people to spam your tag box it really increase your blow view rate . dont you love it . wanna know why i ingore you ? you make and say things to make me piss off and so fed up of it . challet day . friday night . i said i dont want to watch movie you all go watch . you ran away and cry ? what for ? is there a need ? why did you cry ? why dont you blog out the whole thing in your blog .

Xue:
because i couldnt tag in my tag box myself =.= i banned myself.. wtf.. and unban doesnt work.. so i cant tag anymore =.=.. i already banned their ip.. they cant tag too.. you know, i use my best english to scold bastards, dont you.. Yes i wanna know why you ignored me.. what do you mean i say things to make you pissed off? example please. chalet day, i thought it was planned properly, mel didnt go, it was already such a waste.. first day of chalet, it was already such a waste.. i dont wanna spend that night sleeping in the chalet.. i didnt plan to do that.. i wanted all of us to have fun.. i cried because you were hesitating about it.. its like, we all went there, to choose the movie, you this dont want, that dont want.. then you call us ownself watch =.= i dont want to be the only girl down there. i want you to be with me. but you chose to leave.. but if i left with you.. what will happen? they will come with us.. then we'll be trapped in the room doing nothing at all.. my mind got corrupted thinking of those things, i broke down and cry.. and went back to chalet.. i need a peace of mind, before i can even think of anything more.. im getting short temperered.. i have no idea why.. i get so angry easily.. do you feel it?



Me:
oh now you're blaming the fact we never go on the first day on me, huh? chalets are for sleeping. if u book a room and not use it, might as well make ut a half-day event/outing? you cry so easily over these kinds of things? grow up. you're just making a big fuss out of nothing, you know that? in the end u STILL went back to the chalet. you should've just went back to the chalet with her from the start. you get angry easily cuz you're still a kid. seriously, GROW UP. otherwise, GET LOST. when some thing bad happens, you will always blame it on other things. otherwise, your trusty ol' excuses comes into the picture. why do you keep doing that?

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XB:
you also said this in your blog . after the first day of chalet we DIDNT TALK AT ALL ? are you kidding me ? saturday you went to buy bikini i did talk to you . dont you remenber you tell me the white colour abit weird ? you also msg me said that . i talked to you FIRST and ask why you dont want buy that you say no sponge . why must i everytime talk to you first ? why not you talk to me ?

Xue:
Thats not friday. i said the first day =.=.. thats the 2nd day.. you seem not to want to go in.. so i went in myself.. you came in.. i was suprised.. so suprised.. im serious.. i wanted to talk to you.. remember first night? i bought coffee. i was gonna offer you.. you walk so fast -.- i cant even catch up.. i call 82 pass to you.. but he say you wont want to drink.. i was like give la.. give her drink.. than he walk to you already =.= you can ask 82 about this too.. i did talk to you first, saturday morning, when we all just woke up.. we were playing.. whats that called? what queen thing.. barbie king? i think so.. yeah.. then we were alright that day..



Me:
isnt it common sense when you piss people off, the person will avoid you for awhile? you were alright in the morning, but after the time in the pool things became wierd at dinner. can you remember what you said there? guess maybe not.


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XB:
why must you ask dex to come to the challet ? i thought before the chalet when we were planing go there for wild wild wet go ikea all this we said that dont want dex to go . why did you ask him to go ?

Xue:
yeah.. because sam and i thought that you all wouldnt mind.. i asked you about this too.. i asked mel, asked 82, they said kk.. but i think you din hear or what.. i asked you the next day when you met william..



Me:
Girl, i dont even KNOW the guy. u put in so many good words for him, and i said anything. Dont expect me to say no to him going after u assured me he was a person we could 'click' with, do you?

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XB:
yes i smoke and i drink . you drink too . during the saturday night when you all going watch movie . and that night i only accompany 82 to go there and find you all . i was so tired that night after drinking and i went to sleep at 1 plus or 2 am . i was sleeping so peacfuly . i was sms-ing too until i really doze off and fall asleep . i dint answer you and 82 calls because i really was really sleeping after drinking the brezzer i doze off . sunday i asked you all want umbrella when we walking out to the coffee shop no one answer me you all think i am invisible .

Xue:
yah i know.. you looked very shag already.. but i din know you drink that time.. we spammed you only.. because mel's phone.. WAS SWITCHED OFF.. we can only call you.. when we were outside.. we was like oh shit.. if she dont answer the phone.. we all can sleep outside already.. but after a few mins.. you open.. we was like..wah heng arh.. than you suddenly wake up and chat with mel and 82.. like so random.. lols=.= i was so sleepy then i fell asleep.. i went to movies with them.. we watched year one.. when go in.. i jitao fall asleep.. until end of movie sam and dex woke me up.. sorry i dint really hear you.. it was raining.. and i was standing with mel.. thanks for asking.. but its okay(: we cab home with dex..



Me:
my phone low batt and i was lazy to charge the battery. people dowan charge phone got wrong mehs? stop blaming me, you. By the way, have some appreciation. coz dex's knocking on the door WOKE ME UP. ME. XB WAS STILL SLEEPING. I OPENED THE DOOR. What. Dun tell me u cant tell the difference between your bestie and your use-and-throw away friend? when u guys came back from the movie, the group made enough noise to wake people up. xb's face was damn red after she drank the alchohol, then she fell asleep. i saw her fall asleep and i went to sleep too.


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XB:
why dont you talk to me during the challet ? i talked to you but for awhile . you want me to start talking to you first . why must i everytime start talking to you first . you also can talk to me first . not that i dont want to talk to you is that you dont even want to talk to me why ? why you keep speaking english during the chalet ? its so irrating i not use to you speaking english . with the act cute voice . i talk to william during the chalet you also need show attitude ? i talk to you in the challet i asked you things and you ingore . unless i call your name loud loud than you will answer me ?

Xue:
We did talk, for awhile.. its like suddenly you keep quiet.. then we no topic to talk about again.. you looked so emo as if.. i talk to you you will eat me up.. i want to talk to you.. i didnt realise that i keep speak english.. you could tell me to change to chinese channel =.= i dont really know what language im speaking when im talking crap.. lol..act cute voice.. wait.. what topic are we on that time? aiya speak english must act cute one what.. act one ang mo.. you talked to william, yes. you also dont need run so far till dono go where.. i asked mel.. she told me that you like go find friend.. i was what?! late night.. than i rush out to find you.. then saw you.. holding phone.. like talking to william.. could hear his loud voice.. then i went back room and told them you should be talking to william =.=.. then i nothing say liao.. i mean.. what can i do when you talking on phone? disturb you meh? you also wont like it.. then wait till you come back room lo.. ask me what ? i have hearing problems.. my right ear like infection.. i not sure..



Me:
She keep quiet? YOU lehs? when people dont wana answer you, its natural you wont talk, am i wrong? u dao her then u expect her to keep talking to you until you reply? is she your dog? must she bark until u go over and pat her head? u didnt even put the phone to your ear and u say u can hear his loud voice from the phone? if you say you have ear infection how can you hear something that is not even that close you? you are not a pedigree so i dont think you have super human hearing unless you are a mutant that had her DNA combined with a dog's. and hor, if u had ear infection, HOW can you tell whose voice is it from whose? wow. your ear infection may not be that serious afterall...you said:"then i went back room and told them you should be talking to william =.=.." wow but what you actually said was:

Me: "Wad happen to xiao bao?"
Xue: "Zai jiang dian hua.. (Talking on the phone...)"
Me: "With who?"
Xue: "Hai you shui? (still got who?)"

then after dat u diam lers, and refused to talk to anybody. just coz xb not in the chalet room dun ghey kiang say stuff that isnt even true la hor. u forgot there are 6 other pairs of eyes and ears in the room with you huh?


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XB:
you asked why must i meet william alone ? is there anything wrong ? why you so concern about me that day . i told you actually i meet him before you said you so pissed off with the fact that i meet him before . i dont understand why you so piss off with the fact that i meet him before . i find it weird . you meet jason than you not scare ? what he will take advtange of me ? becareful with your words . do you really know him well ? you meet him before ? you know him real well ? no isn't it . you hate william and why is it so ? you said that next time if he goes out with me then must ask you come along as well . why must you come along as well if you hate him ? and you didnt allow him to come chalet and why is that so ? then you still want go out with him ? you hate him then you still link him in your blog ?

Xue:
Because i thought it was the first time you are meeting him =.=.. of course im concerned.. i was like.. wtf.. late night and then you meet him.. watch movies sumore.. you know what i wanted to do? i wanted to go the cinema and wait for you.. i cant.. i already at home.. i called dex.. sam was with him.. i told them you watch movie with him.. same reaction.. 'what the fuck'.. then i was like howhowhow.. they say they go find you.. ask you at what cinema.. watch what show.. they almost take cab down to go in the cinema to just watch with you.. i mean like.. just incase anything happens? its like after a few days then you tell me you actually meet him before already.. and ya know what ? i dont meet new people alone. i went to meet jason with my zi nu.. and im not scared, because zi nu is a girl, you met her before during christmas eve. remember? its because he has a girlfriend already, (i thought that so) until i read his blog.. he already broke up with his girlfriend.. for dont know what reason too.. i read all his posts.. i wanted to go with you.. to see what kind of person he is.. that day.. he messaged me.. to go meet him for dinner or movies.. ALONE.. me and myself and him.. is like no way.. and im not free also.. even if want.. also go with you right.. but you end school at 6.. i still remember.. it was on a monday when he messaged me.. its not hate. its DONT trust. of course i need to know what kind of personality he has.. before he even come to the chalet right.. after chalet, i read his blog, and then found out that he broke up with his gf, a few days after jason and i broke up.. then i linked him, wanted to comfort him.. but ya know what? he didnt really bother to reply me too.. so i just left his link there, then perhaps i could go see his posts some time.. his posts are sweet, it has sentimental phrases in every post, some searched online, some his own.. just for his girlfriend..



Me:
how can you be so concerned now when u didnt care as much before? if you wanted to see wad kind of person william is, why did you post "i know he's a bad person.." before you even met him? then u saw his posts and you still post that kinda crap? u are seriously making no sense man. then when u posted this, u probably deleted that post about him. covering up your tracks when people've already read it? joker.stop acting all like some kinda tragic heroine from some medieval movie/drama luhs. its the 21st century now, girl.

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XB:
I CRY BECAUSE I KEEP THINKING ABOUT XUE cause i saw sam phone XUE name and i start to think about her again .

Xue:
sorry, im really sorry.. i think of you everynight.. i couldnt sleep at all.. i wanted you back..



Me:
if u couldnt sleep at all how come u could sleep the second night? you keep contradicting your words in the next sentence just after u type the ones before.

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XB:
what you do to us last time ? we play audition all day long and just to earn 1 million dollars for your fam . after we play finish you went to maple . me and melissa call you and message you , you dint reply you dint answer . when you were playing maple you ignore us that was the second or third time you did that to us . i wonder why ? i really dont understand . you play maple and you got new friends you dont wan old friends ?

Xue:
im sorry.. im just sorry about that.. i was too busy and din bother to look at my phone..



Me:
sorry not enough. there's no excuse for not replying one of us for a WEEK. dont tell me you were so busy until u didnt see your phone for a WEEK man.u say 1 day maybe still believeable but A WEEK MAN, a WEEK. and DONT tell me your phone spoil. the way u talked about this issue was not like your phone was spoilt.


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XB:
during the audition that time i asked you want to paly audi you say your computer dont have audition wait for your uncle to come your house and fix the com . what was it ? guess what happen . melissa say that she got audi hack and she send you audi window vista hack . ON THE SAME DAY you told me your com no audi and she send you audi hack we went in and play . pissed off ! your another computer is windows XP i know you have two computers one is VISTA another one is XP you was using the VISTA she send you VISTA audi hack . that was a great lie that you lied to me .The maple thing . you give me the webside than you dont care about me already you didnt asked me to download which or what to do . give me the website and never tell me what to do ? asif i know which to download and what to do . i asked you and you feel so piss off that i question you which to download . you were helping others can help me cannot ? what a nice friend of you .

Xue:
yah.. my uncle din come to my house to fix the com=.= i had to go to jh house.. than he fix for me.. my com keep restarting for no reason.. and you can ask jh about that.. or even my brother =.= is he kick the com till spoil one.. i just went to download audi i think.. or i used the xp com.. im not really sure.. its quite long ago.. i dont remember.. if i give you a maple link, of course you download, and then register it.. thats it.. o.o.. you only need help after you download finish.. i mean you just click the download word, and it just downloads into ur com? after download finish.. i teach you.. ask you if you have winrar.. you say dont know.. ask you ur icon isit the book.. you say.. uh wait har.. then you in msn chatting =.=!! concentrate first ma.. not first time liao ._." i helped others, i just told them the steps.. then they say ok.. then they can go in alr.. i explained to you every single word i said.. so it took me some time.. to figure out how to explain to you.. i had to click on my com too you know.



Me:
you bring your desktop to jh house? you, alone? with what, a supermarket trolley? stop blaming your comp lah. u can help others but u dun help your own bestie. i thought u placed her first and foremost? stop making excuses, seriously.

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XB:
she herself know what she scold , why must you keep accuse her ? you are a friend of hers aren't you must protect her why you keep helping ur dad ? she scolded walao is not walan .

Xue:
Uhm, its not im helping my dad, im just saying.. i din scold her or w/e.. its not like i said.. 'eh fuck la why you scold vulgarities' right ? im just saying.. yes i did protect her.. i just said, its okay.. she just got pissed off with some things.. then my father diam..



Me:
you werent helping your dad but the msges u replied all accuse me repeatedly. explain THAT. ever heard of indirectly scolding people? in the end u still have the mindset i said walan not walao. some friend you are. how to protect another person when YOU YOURSELF dont even believe that person? YOU tell me. i dont feel a single ounce of sincerity in your words.

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XB:
About the national day i ask you wann to go watch fire works ? you say your friend at there already there now alot of people . of course alot of people what day is that day ? people celebrating national day right . dont want just say dont want go . dont need to give excuse . you on msn tell me that you go to sleep . but end up you call 82 and chat with him and his girlfriend . this call go sleep ?

Xue:
yah, theres so many people. i mean its like really alot.. there's no point if we go there to see nothing.. its not excuse, i want to go. but how much percentage can i go? i still have to ask my mum, im not like i want go out jiu go out.. i have no money.. i have family income problems.. i have to work.. i cant do anything without money.. i went to ask him if he want go to see or not.. than his girlfriend call in.. they both shouting like mad.. then i put down.. i really go to sleep =.=..



Me:
have no money still can go chalet, somemore buy bikini, go watch movie, etc, etc.. income problems even if you work, that pay is barely sufficient to provide u pocket money and enoguh money to even scram your butt to chalet. how come u can still go chalet? u have so much money remaining izit? 80 bucks? we earned so little from that job within less than two weeks, and you have enough money to feed yourself for two week and still can go chalet? you must be a bionic woman. dont eat, dont drink at school right? ridiculous, but maybe possible for u lah hor. and - edit the last part "than his girlfriend call in.. they both shouting like mad.. then i put down.. i really go to sleep =.=..", change it to "than his girlfriend call in.. they both shouting like mad.. then when i FINALLY put down.. i really go to sleep =.=.. "



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XB:
if you really dont wanna go wild wild wet on saturday than say la why before going to the challet than say ? i thought we planned all smoothly .

Xue:
it really depends on how much money we are left.. bringing 80 dollars each person.. cant really do anything.. even if go.. i also not enough.. i went to buy bikini because i not enough bra.. =.=" then eat all those how? the cost of food at ikea.. is already a bomb.. i spent 17 dollars there.. only eating u know! and we spent so much time there.. walking and walking.. 82 talking to yimei.. you dono go where.. sam also dissapear.. dex sitting on the table he want buy.. i went to walk around =.=.. we couldnt find each other at all.. i know you are going to say.. got phone right.. yes i know got phone.. but i didnt thought of it that time..



Me:
i wasnt there so i cant state facts. but i only know i noticed dex ws the one paying for almost everything for you.

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XB:
1. you treat guys better than girls .
2. you got new friends you throw away old friends .

i was ingoring all the long i didnt even tag you i didnt reply your plurk i didnt reply your message .
you act like nothing happen huh ? still go to my plurk and plurk me and even message me ask want to go watch movie on 16 september ?

Xue:
i treat people equally.. its just how the person treats me back.. i click with guys.. yes i do.. and you know what? you are the only girl friend, that i care the most.. in my entire life. i have new friends.. yes, but i dont throw away old friends.. its just that slowly slowly no topic say.. i did not know if you ignore me, or just too busy to see my message. you din reply the plurk.. i started thinking that you ignore me.. act like nothing happen? i was still wanting to talk to you.. i still didnt know you are totally ignoring me.. until you really din reply my message.. i gave up.. i had no idea how to get you.back.



Me:
girl, i treated you so well you NEVER ONCE cared bout me yahs? who was the one act like nth happen? u cried and made the first day of chalet crappy and you still have the GUTS to say she self-centered. YOU ruined the mood and u go on blaming her for ignoring you? you still had the GUTS to plurk into a topic that she did not start about you. didnt u realise she didnt say ANYTHING, ANYTHING BAD AT ALL about YOU? u keep doing things to piss her off she didnt say anything at all. zzz dunno how she tahan a person like you.if you really cared, you would try to think of ways to get her back. less words more action luhs. i dont think you even tried to do ANYTHING you said. you just made that chalet the LOSIEST CHALET OF MY LIFE, no competition AT ALL. i'm sure you're glad to know that. even if you arent since u dont give a damn bout my point of view, i dont care.

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XB:
you going to wild wild wet ? happy ? hope you have fun and enjoy .

Xue:
thanks, i enjoyed. but with you guys, i could enjoy more.. i wanted to call u guys along.. we had 8 tickets.. its styfany's tickets.. they are all complimentary.. means free tickets.. but you din even reply my message for movies.. why the hell will you reply my further message? so i din message you... it was last minute too..

I hope the misunderstandings are solved, lets get back together.. i really miss those times..




Me:
even if it was a small chance she would reply ur msg, you would still ask her BECAUSE SHE IS YOUR BESTIE. then u make another excuse, that it was last min. dont u think she would appreciate that you asked her? why dont you put yourself in her shoes for once, and you will see how she has been seeing you. then again, you didnt even try. probably didnt even CONSIDER trying to put yourself in her shoes did you? you continued making so many excuses non-stop and never once tried to put yourself in her shoes. are you sure u really miss her? as long as you can have fun u can forget bout other people for a long while. i really cant feel any sincerity in your words.


There's more. xue, u said u only use good english on bastards, so does that mean u considered everyone in the chalet as a bastard? u kept speaking good english to us all you see....wow. i feel like a bastard now, yeah.

P.S.

feel free to blame me for anything u can think of if u want to, whoever has read this post - from making the sitaution worse to making best friend hate each other like i'm the devil. u can say what you want, butthis is what i have been bottling up for a long time. and as for YOU xue, you can hate me, heck care me, throw me away one last time, i dont care. whoever want to help her tag and spam my tagbox like mad, go ahead, but i wont delete it, so enjoy :D even if u have no reaction, or dont give a damn, it doesnt matter either :D

ciaos~!

Labels: time to tell the TRUTH

posted by KurameXD @ 1:44 PM





lols. you dont even know whether she did it anot u jitao scold her. fun scolding people izit? no ppl scold will die izit?

Firstly,u treat all your friends like CRAP. i've known u for years and u still treat people especially guys who you've just met better than u treat those who have know you for a long time. fair enough i dont hang out wif u often, but didnt u even care or ask me why i ignore u when u asked if smudge wanted go watch movie on 16th september? dont think you did. and about smudge. who the heck made u the leader? just cuz u think up the name doesnt make u the leader - which means u dont have the right to say smudge is DEAD as and when you like to. the chalet also. u make urself the organizer when in actual fact XIAO BAO is the organizer. i dunno who gave u the authority to squish and ignore our friends like that. who would do that? you maybe?

Secondly, wow. that time u suddenly sms me in the morning on the monday of my CRAPPIEST WEEK saying i said walan instead of walao. u wan me die izit? u keep saying i said walan when i said WALAO. print the spelling into your head can? W-A-L-A-O . dunno the difference? check the spelling. you kept accusing me of saying walan, and the way u sms is like you were telling your father that said walan. :

Xue: omg u die le.
Mel: huh? why?
Xue: u say too many vulgarities infront of my dad.
Mel: where got?
Xue: u scold walan.
Mel: i scold walao nt walan
xue: but i heard u say walan ];

i was so damn angry. i already know u dun give a damn how i feel - but i'm a human, i still have feelings. u didnt even NOTICE i didnt reply ur sms. cuz u dont give a damn whether i reply or not - yeah.

Thirdly, that time in audi we (you,me,xb,82) all chiong like mad, hack dens like mad, wake people up damn early just to chiong for the millions to open the fam.and when we got the fam opened, guess what happened? you disappeared. me and xb msg and call you like crazy and you never once returned a msg or a call.

Fourthly, in your profile dont crap la. you put "...love my hamsters, her xiaobao, sam,82,mel and keni..." love us? OH REALLY? sorry but i dont feel your love. you have no idea how many times u made xb cry over you. wait. i think even if u knew, you wont give a DAMN - cuz that's the person you are. even if you did care, you would only care for a second, thn change the subject soon after. the poem i wrote in the post before this post was my idea of how you were like to xb. u get new friends u throw us away like trash.

Fifth - i dunno how many times i've been made to feel like rubbish by u. in the times of hardships, friends are supposed to cheer you up. in your case, you make my times of hardships WORSE man. you dont CARE about people BUT YOURSELF. call xb self-centered? take as look in the mirror and you'll find a 'better' one there. xb is so many times better than you.

Sixth - i dunno why i didnt notice this before. i only noticed it this year. i was talking to xb when i went to orchard. i fell down and sprained my ankle, and i was talking to xb while walking to kinokuniya. that was the day of the one week you ignored us. wow. such a good friend ya? maple matters more than friends. dun ghey siao say u busy or go overseas or what. if u go overseas you wil recieve our msg and reply. but when u finally spoke to us, it was a totally different subject. i stil remeber the national day while you were SUPPOSED to be sleeping, u ended up talking to 82 and his gf on the phone. i tried to ask u if u wana go to watch fireworks together, u pretended i not there and continued your conversation as if i hadnt spoken. i got pissed and jitao kup the phone since no one answered me. you were sleeping? sleeping mouth can move and make so much noise meh? u trying follow dex ah? he made so much noise and even scratched his butt in the early hours of our third morning. he first kept groaning, then started snoring, then blabbered gibberish damn fast i dun even know what he saying, then scratched his butt and asked "what the F**K you want?", started groaning again, snored some more and the finally ground his teeth for like half an hour.i hardly caught any sleep that day. and you know what? he made none of these noises when he slept next to you. i wonder why? you treat him that 'good' huh? i WONDER who was one of the people who STRONGLY OBJECTED LIKE MAD and say dowan dex go. WHO AH? i think is someone called JOEY TAN CHIEW LING. you dont have to flirt people to make them like you you know, especially guys.

Seventh - you cried your ass off on the first day, and you made xiao bao feel that it was her fault you cried. people dowan watch movie and wan walk back to room got wrong mehs? you said you were scared of her going back to room alone cuz she's a girl. then i not girl meh? u didnt make such a big fuss when i went back alone. since when did you care so much bout your friends? -surprised- wow?! she's 17 this year and do you need to worry so much? worry bout yourself since you're a 16 yrs old chiobu walking the streets. if you were that worried, why didnt you accompany her home to woodlands whenever she went home after every job from Pin Si? those hours are quite late too. actually, why dont you stick yourself to her wif super glue if you actually that worried? dun crap la. you never worried over your friends THAT much and you probably never would unless someone gives you a good tight slap in the face.

And by the way, the person tagging in your chatbox is NOT xb. i know her for a shorter period of time than you, yet i know at least THAT MUCH. she's not that bo liao though she's bo liao at times. dun so bhb. u tink people will care so much about you when u dun give a damn bout them ? dream on and on man. u wait until singapore float to antarctica aso wont happen. ever hear the saying "Do unto others what you want others to do unto you" ? maybe you did and never paid any attention to it.

Plus , you keep accusing xb of spamming your cbox. where's the PROOF? even I know she's not that boliao though i've known her for a shorter time than you. call people get a life? why dont YOU get a life? since you already broke up wif your ex, why do you BOTHER to go into his email inbox and read? why dont YOU go get a LIFE.

The time u called people lamer? say the chalet half a success? scold someone a bitch? who was the one who broke the joyous mood of the chalet by crying on the first night? i notice when xb was trying to talk to you, you ignored her. unless she addresses you DIRECTLY, you just prtend she not there. WHY do you think she was in a bad mood? maybe she had a few fault and all, but you didnt have to blame EVERYTHING on her. she was so upset until she smoke. she talk to her friend cuz we always left her alone. didnt u realise almost alot of people flock to you when you're upset, and when she's upset nobody went anywhere near her? i dont think you even noticed. you were just too busy comforting yourself that you werent to blame right? you wont know how many times you have pissed people off unless they tell you right?

Please,seriously, dont crap man. just cuz people go tag or spam your tagbox dun mean you have to delete it. anyways, what good increasing viewers on your blog do? you want to compete against xiaxue huh? gawd mans. the more i say the more self-centered i realise you are. you wana use that word on others? i'll use it back to describe you, no worries.

Well, i dunno how many times i forced myself to swallow my pride so that i wont show u i'm pissed - but you just have to keep repeating and repeating your mistakes. i was being nice for xb's sake, i wanted to protect this 'friendship'. if a 'Pissed-O-Meter' existed,mine would have blown up to 'Life-Threatening Anger' but i still diam diam ren.

And really SERIOUSLY, dun act cute lahs. that night before chalet day when you called us to remind us of what to bring to chalet you were talking super slowly. u kept asking me to ask my auntie and i keep telling you i asked already, you talked so damn slowly, even slower than lao ahma gossiping wif other old women under HDB block. you dun have to talk so slow like i dun understand simple chinese liddat. afterall- although my chinese lan, i can still understand chinese cuz i'm born a chinese, HONEY. are you trying to insult me? who knows.

Anoither thing. for 16th september, you dont even give a damn i taking o levels this year, neither do you care my PRELIMS are on that day. since i mean so little to you, why donti just disappear from your life? feel free to delete me from your blog,off your contacts list,msn,friendster,etc...if dont want to, it's fine with me too. thanks for being a lousy friend to me the add-or-take past two and a half years :D

Yet another thing. STOP LYING TO OTHERS. your lying skills SUCK. u say one thing and change the story the next minute. i dunno how you mum's birthday can pop out of nowhere just nicely so that you have an excuse. u have made so many excuses until i duno which one is a lie and which ones are not. That time u were making a list of what to bring and wanted everyone to chip in on items :

-shampoo
-cleanser
-straightener
-body soap
-toothpaste

did you even realise that most of the things you've stated is a personal necessity and is up to you to bring your own? then i asked what the straightener is for. you said you, sam and xb wanted to use it. then i called up xb asked her wad she want the straightener for. she became blur, then asked me what i mean. i repeated the question and she said she didnt say she wanted it. then i smsed sam. the way he replied was like he did not need it "it would be good if you can bring it" == we are going to a chalet for goodness sakes!not some kinda fashion parade == you wan it you ask for it. dun anyhow mention peoples names when u didnt even ASK them whether they want it or not. mega slip-up in lying there, no? when people find out you've been lying, you make more excuses that are even more FAKE, just to cover up. we all swallowed it up to give you face.

I still have more :D dun be a drama queen. you cried for 3 days over the fact u dowan xb to meet the guy and were worried bout on her? dont joke. those are probably crocodile tears so that you will comfort yourself for being a good friend to her after all the time u spent with her, isnt it? you werent THAT worried bout her when she hadnt met the guy yet. why the sudden concern? most probably is cuz of the guy - again. seriously, if you hate someone, why would you even BOTHER to reply his smses and tell him you cut your finger in D&T? when u dowan people to know how you actually are, you ghey kiang say it's NOT that then change the subject and keep repeatedly saying you are not the one at fault indirectly or directly when YOU are the one. why do you keep doing that?

Last of all,well, i hope you're happy to piss people off. enjoy :D coz when you get karma ( the real meaning of it) you will know how we all felt, and you will learn to regret it. a simple apology is not enough for either of us, but i dont think you will apologise anyways. you treat the people who truly care bout you like crap, and the people who dont give a crap bout you, u treat really well.

i shall return you your gl act cute face that pissed me off when you say i said walan not walao --> ;]

P.S. for the people who read this post and hate me for stating things you didnt know bout joey, feel free to hate me,crap bout me, or even if you dont, i dont care ^^

Labels: May god BLESS you

posted by KurameXD @ 11:27 PM





When we first met,
You were nice;
You were kind;
I had finally found a person that could walk along beside me;
Who would never leave me behind

The days passed quickly-
We went through all the hard times,
Sad times,
Happy times,
Chaotic times together-
We were practically one half of the other

But as we all know;
A repated pattern throughout history till this day;
Is the one where things are bound to change-
You changed;
I changed;
It was inevitable

Inseprable as we were in the past;
We behaved like we never shared those moments together
Unknown to each other-
We eventually became strangers;
What happened to the frendship i felt at the beginning?
Was it all a lie?

When u finally spoke to me again,
I could tell there was something not quite right about you-
Exactly what it was-i couldn't tell;
But there was one thing i knew to be-
It was definitely a friendship gone awry

When we were past the usual greetings like
"How have you been?"
"What have you done up to now?"
I felt the rusty cogs of our friendship begin to turn again;
And a warm feeling seeped into my heart

Suddenly there was nothing-
Big, black holes began to appear in my memories of you
What was happening?
I tried shaking my head to rid myself of this nightmare;
More black spots appeared; and my vision turned slightly red

Why?
You left me for another-
You left me bleeding;
How could you pretend like nothing happenend?
Was that how friendship worked?

When u came running into my arms yet again;
I let you cry your heart out-
I comforted you;
I cared for you-
As if nothing had happened just like before

I clung on to you like it was a choice between life or death;
To suffer or to lose the only person i cared for the most;
And as my already torn soul was ripped further-
I tried my best to keep it from you;
I'm not sure if you ever noticed the pain i felt;
But even if you did,you did not speak of it

You came and left as you wished-
And i was always always there for you;
You were like the clouds and i was like the sun;
When you were with me everything else went unnoticed;
And when you disappeared there was nothing left to distract me

I sat in a dark corner;
Screaming; always screaming;
And as silent tears ran down my face;
I comforted myself that you would one day notice my pain;
And would be there to comfort me;
To treasure me;
And would return to stay for a little while more

I waited for what seemed like years;
But you never did come back-
Although i waited and stayed beside you throughout;
You never once turned back to look at me-
Not even once.
I cried my heart out like there was no tomorrow;
And it was never enough-
For all the pain i felt was enough was enough to rival the water of the seas

It was then i noticed what you actually were-
You treated the men you've just met better than me although i knew you longer;
I've seen the way u treated them; and i felt lower than dirt
The stick that broke the camel's back was when u blamed everything on me;
Even when i was not even in the wrong

You lied to me,
You cheated my sincerity,
You stole precious hours of my time;
While you turned others against me-
My vision turned many different hues of red

I was never trusted by others-
And it was all because of you
When you cried there was always someone there for you-
But never anyone there for me;
I felt the Red-eyed demon beginning to rear its head and rip its way out of my tattered soul

You've caused me so much hurt;
But the funny thing is that you've never realised;
You've offended many others without knowing-
And they all swallowed it down though you repeatedly made them suffer-
Do you have any idea what you've done?

People say i should let you know who you actually are-
And shatter the rosy painting you painted of yourself;
But i could not find it in myself to do so,
Though you've treated me this way

I keep asking myself why am i still hesitating to hurt you-
When you've never so much as blinked when you hurt me repeatedly
I keep asking myself why do i keep crying over you-
Although i know it is not worth it
So why am i still hesitating?

Is it time for me to step up and out?
Is it time for you to know that you've hurt me and many others?
Or should i just wait until you found out yourself-perhaps years later?
Should i just leave this pain and suffering behind and walk out of this life?
Or should i just continue clinging on while my soul gets further torn apart?

The way you spoke of me to others was as if i never existed;
You spoke as if you were the only one who suffered;
Did you even know the pain i went through just to keep this bond with you?
Every word you spoke rained a sharp shower of icy needles-
It pierced heavily through me;
Like a monsoon with endless velocity;

Should i forget you and move on?
Would you even remember me as a friend that you once had?
Or should i assume that i was just a mist to you-
That only managed to cloud your vision for only a mere second?
Would you be happier without me...i wonder?

-Kurame
posted by KurameXD @ 11:56 PM





i only learned that JASMINE YOU of Versailles has passed away on 9th August,which is Singapore's birthday. Rest in peace Jasmine-sama, you will be remembered.

Lots Of LOVE,

in Memory of Jasmine.

Labels: rest in peace

posted by KurameXD @ 11:08 AM





MAAAAN. what is WITH you damn teachers?! I dont get influenced by people
THAT EASILY _|_ why am i always absent from school? BECAUSE I'VE GOT HYPERTYROID YOU ASSHOLES. STOP BLAMING HER WILL YA? I didnt go to school today coz of Nausea, then when i woke up i had gastric... you know how that feels? Then when you have nothing better to say, you will take us as a joke - firstly you insult one of us, then conveniently insult the other. you now how that feels? FUCK OFFF YOU ASSHOLES OF FIRST TOA PAYOH SECONDARY SCHOOL. JUST COZ YOU EARN INCOME DOESNT GIVE YOU THE DAMN RIGHT TO INSULT PEOPLE LIKE THIS _|_

Labels: buncha faggots

posted by KurameXD @ 10:17 AM





http://the-fantasy-pictures.com/?gallery=shiroi_sakura

Labels: ASAP

posted by KurameXD @ 3:39 PM


誕生日おめでとうの白!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIRO-CHAN! <3333

Labels: i onli managed to get on the comp today so i posted asap xD

posted by KurameXD @ 1:47 PM





Lelouch, you should have been king, as the most worthy of them all.

Labels: Tribute to the epic ending of Code Geass: Hangyaku No Lelouch II

posted by KurameXD @ 6:45 PM





Rest in peace, Michel Jackson.
posted by KurameXD @ 9:37 AM

MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com

look at the AWESOME time now man.it's 4.20 am and i'm still doing art o levels. == i have to just forget bout sleeping coz i dont have time for it. if i sleep, it will be m face in the freakin drawing block i'm drawing on ._. freakinnn tired. lucky i had a nap in the afternoon ._. oh yeah i just ordered smth from mac ._. McSPICY xD ... but nothing beats sleep ._.

Labels: Dx I WANA SLEEP

posted by KurameXD @ 4:22 AM





omg i cant believe i forgot your bday! GOMENE HAX-CHAN! TANJYOBI OMEDETTOU~!!! GOMENE GOMENE ><
posted by KurameXD @ 9:10 PM





maaan i'm sorry i'm sorry >< later wishes but i still wana say:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZUKI TWIN~!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENE~EEE~!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO BAO~!!

hope u 3 enjoyed your birthday ya xD

Labels: tanjyobi omedettou

posted by KurameXD @ 9:00 PM





HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIKI AND AZUMI!!!!

Labels: i love you xD

posted by KurameXD @ 4:27 PM





hana chan~ cel chan~
PLEASE PUT SOME TAGBOXES OR SOMETHING SO THAT I CAN TAG YOU LADIES! LINK ME! ESPECIALLY YOU CEL! SINCE U GOING TO AUSTRALIA. BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Labels: jodan janai.hontou ni BAAAAAAAKAAAAA desu

posted by KurameXD @ 10:45 PM





Really REAALLY GOOOD cosplay performanc e with YAOI fanservice at the end :D

Labels: Love it while it lasts baby

posted by KurameXD @ 3:12 AM





XB :
oh , im lame ? i think you are lammer . you suppect that i am the spy in the plurk ? i didnt even care for what you do or what you say .haha . is that a joke ?

Xue:
firstly. im saying that, you are the spy =.= im saying Jason -.-" there's people whom i dont know at all in my plurk. they din even bother to reply.. so what can i say?



Me:
YOU were saying jason huh? OH REALLY?then why did you write "AIKO believes that Jason Ee has a spy in here." shouldnt you write "AIKO believes that Jason Ee is spying in here" ?

--


XB:
ya you never knew i would do this but now you guess i am doing this . which part of the words or what makes you think that i am the spammer ? do you know my ip address ? go and look through last time those tag that i tag you . did i even tag you for these few days ? open your eyes big big . i guess you dont even know me that well too . you think i got contact jason ? i never even contact him .whats more you can say other than get a life ? you think those words is i say ? check through hows my typing and my english .
you think i so rubbish to said that about you . did i even post or said about you after the challet ?

Xue:
Did i say you are the spammer? Yes. i did thought that you'd be the spammer wannabe. But, what for you did this? when you dont even care anymore? and yes, i can check ur ip address. it was quite similar.. but not exactly. You didnt tag me for these few days, message you din reply.. what are you trying to show me? plurk respond you din reply.. Totally ignoring me, without giving me a real reason. I did not say you contact Jason.. And lastly. im telling those people that act wanna be me or whatever, to get a life and screw off my blog. You did not post about me during or after the chalet, im quite alright with that.. its not like we clicked alot that time.. losta thing happened..



Me:
if u really know her ip address say it out then.if u accused her of being a spy for jason at first, isnt it logical enough that xb woiuld be in contact wif jason? duh. why would she post bout you when u didnt post bout her? didnt you realise anything?


--

XB:
i did not . do you really treat me as a friend ? now you suspect me that i tag at ur tag box . how nice of you . i naver nothing to do , until spam people tag box . i guess you dont even need me as a friend in the first place . i didnt know you make use so much of me . looking back at my words ? herhm . did you really look and think or just look and anyhow bomb ? so you know how to check ip address ? tell me whats my ip address . say it out . more than one people spamming ? yeah , by looking at the names call more than one people spaming . i got a life now i dont need to get any . i guess you are the who who really need a life . you dint even really care or want me as a friend in the first place .

Xue:
Yes. i did suspect you. because ur ip address was just 3 digits away from the ip address that spammed in my blog. everytime you restart your com, the ip address jumps one digits after ur real ip address.. Of course i treated you as a friend, but you totally ignored me.. remembered the fun we had? i cherished that moment.. You have plurk to spam. you have no need to spam at my blog. Can you please tell me how did i make use of you? there is definately more than one people spamming my blog.. the ip address is like totally different -.- even if its one people.. who would be so dumb to spam my blog with two computers at the same time? they can just change their name.. and spam again.. I wanted you as a friend, i treated you like a bestie among all. i did care, i'll say more in william's case.



Me:
seriously, if u know her ip address, SPIT IT OUT - forget the confidential thing.
Another thing. if you really treated her as a bestie, how come you can not sms or call her - no contact for one month straight? explain THAT.


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XB:
did i say i wann to end it ? since you mention it i will give you what you want . i know is fine with you cause you dint even treat me as a friend . call me a lame ? so ? . what is SMUDGE ? no one really care about that . you think you are playing maple ? issnt the group name you plan to name us ?

Xue:
Theres only 6 members, i message all, only one reply.. sam.. after i spam the rest with more message.. then they reply.. what can i conclude about that? busy.. din see.. yes i know.. but it took hours and hours.. its okay.. i chose to end smudge basically because of the ignorance of you, mel, and 82.. we like totally split apart on the 2nd day of chalet.. after 2 days, 2 messages, no one replied.. i texted 82, to ask if you ignoring me, and hate me? after one day, and i sent him another message. 'can you please reply' finally he replied.. with a stupid answer.. 'dono' what took him so long to reply that message.. one letter for 6 hours? i treated you as a friend, somehow you dont feel the same way.. call you lame? Yes, you are lame, i am lame. theres no so. thats our character. thats why we clicked and became friends at the very first day. what is Smudge? i know no one cares about that.. because its just a random name i popped out.. some agreed and some did not.. i wanted a name, which we all like, and we'll be happy in there. A group name doesnt need to be in maple format.. but im playing maple.. started 3 days ago... over bored.. Yes i was trying to name you guys, but some people just feel 'FORCED' to be in the name of Smudge.. we should get a better name..



Me:
you spammed the rest with messages? oh really? i only recieved one from you that day. oh yeah. i remember - you didnt see me as a friend from the start. u still have the guts to say we are ignorant? look in the mirror, seriously. u only send 82 the "can you please reply" but you didnt send me... doesnt that prove that u treat guys better than girls? Anyways,since u already disbanded this group though you are NOT the leader at all, what difference does it make if u choose another name? Wont it just end up the same as 'SMUDGE'?

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XB:
call me a bitch in your plurk ? you sure i am the one who spam your tag box ? did you really check it ?
you know who tag your tag box ? say the name out ! come on ! say it ! i cant wait to hear from you . i thought you said this in your blog .

Xue:
im saying that spy. i dont even know whose that bitch till now alright. im very sure that that fella is in my plurk because.. AFTER I JOINED PLURK AND INVITED ALL MSN FRIENDS, HE CAME TO TAG ME. im not sure if you're the one who spammed my tag box. i did really check it.. yes i did say that.. who else will it be? jason and friends. jason has good english.. he wont talk broken.. it could be his friends.. or whatever that is.. but the problem is.. how did he even find my blog? =.= i also dont know.. im gonna change it soon.. and yeah i said it..



Me:
if you dont know who is the one who spammed your blog tagbox then why you called the person a 'bitch'? it's common knowledge that 'bitch' is a demaning term for FEMALES - in other words for GIRLS,LADIES or WOMEN.

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XB:
why did you delete your tag box ? just go ahead and let people to spam your tag box it really increase your blow view rate . dont you love it . wanna know why i ingore you ? you make and say things to make me piss off and so fed up of it . challet day . friday night . i said i dont want to watch movie you all go watch . you ran away and cry ? what for ? is there a need ? why did you cry ? why dont you blog out the whole thing in your blog .

Xue:
because i couldnt tag in my tag box myself =.= i banned myself.. wtf.. and unban doesnt work.. so i cant tag anymore =.=.. i already banned their ip.. they cant tag too.. you know, i use my best english to scold bastards, dont you.. Yes i wanna know why you ignored me.. what do you mean i say things to make you pissed off? example please. chalet day, i thought it was planned properly, mel didnt go, it was already such a waste.. first day of chalet, it was already such a waste.. i dont wanna spend that night sleeping in the chalet.. i didnt plan to do that.. i wanted all of us to have fun.. i cried because you were hesitating about it.. its like, we all went there, to choose the movie, you this dont want, that dont want.. then you call us ownself watch =.= i dont want to be the only girl down there. i want you to be with me. but you chose to leave.. but if i left with you.. what will happen? they will come with us.. then we'll be trapped in the room doing nothing at all.. my mind got corrupted thinking of those things, i broke down and cry.. and went back to chalet.. i need a peace of mind, before i can even think of anything more.. im getting short temperered.. i have no idea why.. i get so angry easily.. do you feel it?



Me:
oh now you're blaming the fact we never go on the first day on me, huh? chalets are for sleeping. if u book a room and not use it, might as well make ut a half-day event/outing? you cry so easily over these kinds of things? grow up. you're just making a big fuss out of nothing, you know that? in the end u STILL went back to the chalet. you should've just went back to the chalet with her from the start. you get angry easily cuz you're still a kid. seriously, GROW UP. otherwise, GET LOST. when some thing bad happens, you will always blame it on other things. otherwise, your trusty ol' excuses comes into the picture. why do you keep doing that?

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XB:
you also said this in your blog . after the first day of chalet we DIDNT TALK AT ALL ? are you kidding me ? saturday you went to buy bikini i did talk to you . dont you remenber you tell me the white colour abit weird ? you also msg me said that . i talked to you FIRST and ask why you dont want buy that you say no sponge . why must i everytime talk to you first ? why not you talk to me ?

Xue:
Thats not friday. i said the first day =.=.. thats the 2nd day.. you seem not to want to go in.. so i went in myself.. you came in.. i was suprised.. so suprised.. im serious.. i wanted to talk to you.. remember first night? i bought coffee. i was gonna offer you.. you walk so fast -.- i cant even catch up.. i call 82 pass to you.. but he say you wont want to drink.. i was like give la.. give her drink.. than he walk to you already =.= you can ask 82 about this too.. i did talk to you first, saturday morning, when we all just woke up.. we were playing.. whats that called? what queen thing.. barbie king? i think so.. yeah.. then we were alright that day..



Me:
isnt it common sense when you piss people off, the person will avoid you for awhile? you were alright in the morning, but after the time in the pool things became wierd at dinner. can you remember what you said there? guess maybe not.


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XB:
why must you ask dex to come to the challet ? i thought before the chalet when we were planing go there for wild wild wet go ikea all this we said that dont want dex to go . why did you ask him to go ?

Xue:
yeah.. because sam and i thought that you all wouldnt mind.. i asked you about this too.. i asked mel, asked 82, they said kk.. but i think you din hear or what.. i asked you the next day when you met william..



Me:
Girl, i dont even KNOW the guy. u put in so many good words for him, and i said anything. Dont expect me to say no to him going after u assured me he was a person we could 'click' with, do you?

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XB:
yes i smoke and i drink . you drink too . during the saturday night when you all going watch movie . and that night i only accompany 82 to go there and find you all . i was so tired that night after drinking and i went to sleep at 1 plus or 2 am . i was sleeping so peacfuly . i was sms-ing too until i really doze off and fall asleep . i dint answer you and 82 calls because i really was really sleeping after drinking the brezzer i doze off . sunday i asked you all want umbrella when we walking out to the coffee shop no one answer me you all think i am invisible .

Xue:
yah i know.. you looked very shag already.. but i din know you drink that time.. we spammed you only.. because mel's phone.. WAS SWITCHED OFF.. we can only call you.. when we were outside.. we was like oh shit.. if she dont answer the phone.. we all can sleep outside already.. but after a few mins.. you open.. we was like..wah heng arh.. than you suddenly wake up and chat with mel and 82.. like so random.. lols=.= i was so sleepy then i fell asleep.. i went to movies with them.. we watched year one.. when go in.. i jitao fall asleep.. until end of movie sam and dex woke me up.. sorry i dint really hear you.. it was raining.. and i was standing with mel.. thanks for asking.. but its okay(: we cab home with dex..



Me:
my phone low batt and i was lazy to charge the battery. people dowan charge phone got wrong mehs? stop blaming me, you. By the way, have some appreciation. coz dex's knocking on the door WOKE ME UP. ME. XB WAS STILL SLEEPING. I OPENED THE DOOR. What. Dun tell me u cant tell the difference between your bestie and your use-and-throw away friend? when u guys came back from the movie, the group made enough noise to wake people up. xb's face was damn red after she drank the alchohol, then she fell asleep. i saw her fall asleep and i went to sleep too.


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XB:
why dont you talk to me during the challet ? i talked to you but for awhile . you want me to start talking to you first . why must i everytime start talking to you first . you also can talk to me first . not that i dont want to talk to you is that you dont even want to talk to me why ? why you keep speaking english during the chalet ? its so irrating i not use to you speaking english . with the act cute voice . i talk to william during the chalet you also need show attitude ? i talk to you in the challet i asked you things and you ingore . unless i call your name loud loud than you will answer me ?

Xue:
We did talk, for awhile.. its like suddenly you keep quiet.. then we no topic to talk about again.. you looked so emo as if.. i talk to you you will eat me up.. i want to talk to you.. i didnt realise that i keep speak english.. you could tell me to change to chinese channel =.= i dont really know what language im speaking when im talking crap.. lol..act cute voice.. wait.. what topic are we on that time? aiya speak english must act cute one what.. act one ang mo.. you talked to william, yes. you also dont need run so far till dono go where.. i asked mel.. she told me that you like go find friend.. i was what?! late night.. than i rush out to find you.. then saw you.. holding phone.. like talking to william.. could hear his loud voice.. then i went back room and told them you should be talking to william =.=.. then i nothing say liao.. i mean.. what can i do when you talking on phone? disturb you meh? you also wont like it.. then wait till you come back room lo.. ask me what ? i have hearing problems.. my right ear like infection.. i not sure..



Me:
She keep quiet? YOU lehs? when people dont wana answer you, its natural you wont talk, am i wrong? u dao her then u expect her to keep talking to you until you reply? is she your dog? must she bark until u go over and pat her head? u didnt even put the phone to your ear and u say u can hear his loud voice from the phone? if you say you have ear infection how can you hear something that is not even that close you? you are not a pedigree so i dont think you have super human hearing unless you are a mutant that had her DNA combined with a dog's. and hor, if u had ear infection, HOW can you tell whose voice is it from whose? wow. your ear infection may not be that serious afterall...you said:"then i went back room and told them you should be talking to william =.=.." wow but what you actually said was:

Me: "Wad happen to xiao bao?"
Xue: "Zai jiang dian hua.. (Talking on the phone...)"
Me: "With who?"
Xue: "Hai you shui? (still got who?)"

then after dat u diam lers, and refused to talk to anybody. just coz xb not in the chalet room dun ghey kiang say stuff that isnt even true la hor. u forgot there are 6 other pairs of eyes and ears in the room with you huh?


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XB:
you asked why must i meet william alone ? is there anything wrong ? why you so concern about me that day . i told you actually i meet him before you said you so pissed off with the fact that i meet him before . i dont understand why you so piss off with the fact that i meet him before . i find it weird . you meet jason than you not scare ? what he will take advtange of me ? becareful with your words . do you really know him well ? you meet him before ? you know him real well ? no isn't it . you hate william and why is it so ? you said that next time if he goes out with me then must ask you come along as well . why must you come along as well if you hate him ? and you didnt allow him to come chalet and why is that so ? then you still want go out with him ? you hate him then you still link him in your blog ?

Xue:
Because i thought it was the first time you are meeting him =.=.. of course im concerned.. i was like.. wtf.. late night and then you meet him.. watch movies sumore.. you know what i wanted to do? i wanted to go the cinema and wait for you.. i cant.. i already at home.. i called dex.. sam was with him.. i told them you watch movie with him.. same reaction.. 'what the fuck'.. then i was like howhowhow.. they say they go find you.. ask you at what cinema.. watch what show.. they almost take cab down to go in the cinema to just watch with you.. i mean like.. just incase anything happens? its like after a few days then you tell me you actually meet him before already.. and ya know what ? i dont meet new people alone. i went to meet jason with my zi nu.. and im not scared, because zi nu is a girl, you met her before during christmas eve. remember? its because he has a girlfriend already, (i thought that so) until i read his blog.. he already broke up with his girlfriend.. for dont know what reason too.. i read all his posts.. i wanted to go with you.. to see what kind of person he is.. that day.. he messaged me.. to go meet him for dinner or movies.. ALONE.. me and myself and him.. is like no way.. and im not free also.. even if want.. also go with you right.. but you end school at 6.. i still remember.. it was on a monday when he messaged me.. its not hate. its DONT trust. of course i need to know what kind of personality he has.. before he even come to the chalet right.. after chalet, i read his blog, and then found out that he broke up with his gf, a few days after jason and i broke up.. then i linked him, wanted to comfort him.. but ya know what? he didnt really bother to reply me too.. so i just left his link there, then perhaps i could go see his posts some time.. his posts are sweet, it has sentimental phrases in every post, some searched online, some his own.. just for his girlfriend..



Me:
how can you be so concerned now when u didnt care as much before? if you wanted to see wad kind of person william is, why did you post "i know he's a bad person.." before you even met him? then u saw his posts and you still post that kinda crap? u are seriously making no sense man. then when u posted this, u probably deleted that post about him. covering up your tracks when people've already read it? joker.stop acting all like some kinda tragic heroine from some medieval movie/drama luhs. its the 21st century now, girl.

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XB:
I CRY BECAUSE I KEEP THINKING ABOUT XUE cause i saw sam phone XUE name and i start to think about her again .

Xue:
sorry, im really sorry.. i think of you everynight.. i couldnt sleep at all.. i wanted you back..



Me:
if u couldnt sleep at all how come u could sleep the second night? you keep contradicting your words in the next sentence just after u type the ones before.

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XB:
what you do to us last time ? we play audition all day long and just to earn 1 million dollars for your fam . after we play finish you went to maple . me and melissa call you and message you , you dint reply you dint answer . when you were playing maple you ignore us that was the second or third time you did that to us . i wonder why ? i really dont understand . you play maple and you got new friends you dont wan old friends ?

Xue:
im sorry.. im just sorry about that.. i was too busy and din bother to look at my phone..



Me:
sorry not enough. there's no excuse for not replying one of us for a WEEK. dont tell me you were so busy until u didnt see your phone for a WEEK man.u say 1 day maybe still believeable but A WEEK MAN, a WEEK. and DONT tell me your phone spoil. the way u talked about this issue was not like your phone was spoilt.


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XB:
during the audition that time i asked you want to paly audi you say your computer dont have audition wait for your uncle to come your house and fix the com . what was it ? guess what happen . melissa say that she got audi hack and she send you audi window vista hack . ON THE SAME DAY you told me your com no audi and she send you audi hack we went in and play . pissed off ! your another computer is windows XP i know you have two computers one is VISTA another one is XP you was using the VISTA she send you VISTA audi hack . that was a great lie that you lied to me .The maple thing . you give me the webside than you dont care about me already you didnt asked me to download which or what to do . give me the website and never tell me what to do ? asif i know which to download and what to do . i asked you and you feel so piss off that i question you which to download . you were helping others can help me cannot ? what a nice friend of you .

Xue:
yah.. my uncle din come to my house to fix the com=.= i had to go to jh house.. than he fix for me.. my com keep restarting for no reason.. and you can ask jh about that.. or even my brother =.= is he kick the com till spoil one.. i just went to download audi i think.. or i used the xp com.. im not really sure.. its quite long ago.. i dont remember.. if i give you a maple link, of course you download, and then register it.. thats it.. o.o.. you only need help after you download finish.. i mean you just click the download word, and it just downloads into ur com? after download finish.. i teach you.. ask you if you have winrar.. you say dont know.. ask you ur icon isit the book.. you say.. uh wait har.. then you in msn chatting =.=!! concentrate first ma.. not first time liao ._." i helped others, i just told them the steps.. then they say ok.. then they can go in alr.. i explained to you every single word i said.. so it took me some time.. to figure out how to explain to you.. i had to click on my com too you know.



Me:
you bring your desktop to jh house? you, alone? with what, a supermarket trolley? stop blaming your comp lah. u can help others but u dun help your own bestie. i thought u placed her first and foremost? stop making excuses, seriously.

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XB:
she herself know what she scold , why must you keep accuse her ? you are a friend of hers aren't you must protect her why you keep helping ur dad ? she scolded walao is not walan .

Xue:
Uhm, its not im helping my dad, im just saying.. i din scold her or w/e.. its not like i said.. 'eh fuck la why you scold vulgarities' right ? im just saying.. yes i did protect her.. i just said, its okay.. she just got pissed off with some things.. then my father diam..



Me:
you werent helping your dad but the msges u replied all accuse me repeatedly. explain THAT. ever heard of indirectly scolding people? in the end u still have the mindset i said walan not walao. some friend you are. how to protect another person when YOU YOURSELF dont even believe that person? YOU tell me. i dont feel a single ounce of sincerity in your words.

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XB:
About the national day i ask you wann to go watch fire works ? you say your friend at there already there now alot of people . of course alot of people what day is that day ? people celebrating national day right . dont want just say dont want go . dont need to give excuse . you on msn tell me that you go to sleep . but end up you call 82 and chat with him and his girlfriend . this call go sleep ?

Xue:
yah, theres so many people. i mean its like really alot.. there's no point if we go there to see nothing.. its not excuse, i want to go. but how much percentage can i go? i still have to ask my mum, im not like i want go out jiu go out.. i have no money.. i have family income problems.. i have to work.. i cant do anything without money.. i went to ask him if he want go to see or not.. than his girlfriend call in.. they both shouting like mad.. then i put down.. i really go to sleep =.=..



Me:
have no money still can go chalet, somemore buy bikini, go watch movie, etc, etc.. income problems even if you work, that pay is barely sufficient to provide u pocket money and enoguh money to even scram your butt to chalet. how come u can still go chalet? u have so much money remaining izit? 80 bucks? we earned so little from that job within less than two weeks, and you have enough money to feed yourself for two week and still can go chalet? you must be a bionic woman. dont eat, dont drink at school right? ridiculous, but maybe possible for u lah hor. and - edit the last part "than his girlfriend call in.. they both shouting like mad.. then i put down.. i really go to sleep =.=..", change it to "than his girlfriend call in.. they both shouting like mad.. then when i FINALLY put down.. i really go to sleep =.=.. "



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XB:
if you really dont wanna go wild wild wet on saturday than say la why before going to the challet than say ? i thought we planned all smoothly .

Xue:
it really depends on how much money we are left.. bringing 80 dollars each person.. cant really do anything.. even if go.. i also not enough.. i went to buy bikini because i not enough bra.. =.=" then eat all those how? the cost of food at ikea.. is already a bomb.. i spent 17 dollars there.. only eating u know! and we spent so much time there.. walking and walking.. 82 talking to yimei.. you dono go where.. sam also dissapear.. dex sitting on the table he want buy.. i went to walk around =.=.. we couldnt find each other at all.. i know you are going to say.. got phone right.. yes i know got phone.. but i didnt thought of it that time..



Me:
i wasnt there so i cant state facts. but i only know i noticed dex ws the one paying for almost everything for you.

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XB:
1. you treat guys better than girls .
2. you got new friends you throw away old friends .

i was ingoring all the long i didnt even tag you i didnt reply your plurk i didnt reply your message .
you act like nothing happen huh ? still go to my plurk and plurk me and even message me ask want to go watch movie on 16 september ?

Xue:
i treat people equally.. its just how the person treats me back.. i click with guys.. yes i do.. and you know what? you are the only girl friend, that i care the most.. in my entire life. i have new friends.. yes, but i dont throw away old friends.. its just that slowly slowly no topic say.. i did not know if you ignore me, or just too busy to see my message. you din reply the plurk.. i started thinking that you ignore me.. act like nothing happen? i was still wanting to talk to you.. i still didnt know you are totally ignoring me.. until you really din reply my message.. i gave up.. i had no idea how to get you.back.



Me:
girl, i treated you so well you NEVER ONCE cared bout me yahs? who was the one act like nth happen? u cried and made the first day of chalet crappy and you still have the GUTS to say she self-centered. YOU ruined the mood and u go on blaming her for ignoring you? you still had the GUTS to plurk into a topic that she did not start about you. didnt u realise she didnt say ANYTHING, ANYTHING BAD AT ALL about YOU? u keep doing things to piss her off she didnt say anything at all. zzz dunno how she tahan a person like you.if you really cared, you would try to think of ways to get her back. less words more action luhs. i dont think you even tried to do ANYTHING you said. you just made that chalet the LOSIEST CHALET OF MY LIFE, no competition AT ALL. i'm sure you're glad to know that. even if you arent since u dont give a damn bout my point of view, i dont care.

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XB:
you going to wild wild wet ? happy ? hope you have fun and enjoy .

Xue:
thanks, i enjoyed. but with you guys, i could enjoy more.. i wanted to call u guys along.. we had 8 tickets.. its styfany's tickets.. they are all complimentary.. means free tickets.. but you din even reply my message for movies.. why the hell will you reply my further message? so i din message you... it was last minute too..

I hope the misunderstandings are solved, lets get back together.. i really miss those times..




Me:
even if it was a small chance she would reply ur msg, you would still ask her BECAUSE SHE IS YOUR BESTIE. then u make another excuse, that it was last min. dont u think she would appreciate that you asked her? why dont you put yourself in her shoes for once, and you will see how she has been seeing you. then again, you didnt even try. probably didnt even CONSIDER trying to put yourself in her shoes did you? you continued making so many excuses non-stop and never once tried to put yourself in her shoes. are you sure u really miss her? as long as you can have fun u can forget bout other people for a long while. i really cant feel any sincerity in your words.


There's more. xue, u said u only use good english on bastards, so does that mean u considered everyone in the chalet as a bastard? u kept speaking good english to us all you see....wow. i feel like a bastard now, yeah.

P.S.

feel free to blame me for anything u can think of if u want to, whoever has read this post - from making the sitaution worse to making best friend hate each other like i'm the devil. u can say what you want, butthis is what i have been bottling up for a long time. and as for YOU xue, you can hate me, heck care me, throw me away one last time, i dont care. whoever want to help her tag and spam my tagbox like mad, go ahead, but i wont delete it, so enjoy :D even if u have no reaction, or dont give a damn, it doesnt matter either :D

ciaos~!

Labels: time to tell the TRUTH

posted by KurameXD @ 1:44 PM





lols. you dont even know whether she did it anot u jitao scold her. fun scolding people izit? no ppl scold will die izit?

Firstly,u treat all your friends like CRAP. i've known u for years and u still treat people especially guys who you've just met better than u treat those who have know you for a long time. fair enough i dont hang out wif u often, but didnt u even care or ask me why i ignore u when u asked if smudge wanted go watch movie on 16th september? dont think you did. and about smudge. who the heck made u the leader? just cuz u think up the name doesnt make u the leader - which means u dont have the right to say smudge is DEAD as and when you like to. the chalet also. u make urself the organizer when in actual fact XIAO BAO is the organizer. i dunno who gave u the authority to squish and ignore our friends like that. who would do that? you maybe?

Secondly, wow. that time u suddenly sms me in the morning on the monday of my CRAPPIEST WEEK saying i said walan instead of walao. u wan me die izit? u keep saying i said walan when i said WALAO. print the spelling into your head can? W-A-L-A-O . dunno the difference? check the spelling. you kept accusing me of saying walan, and the way u sms is like you were telling your father that said walan. :

Xue: omg u die le.
Mel: huh? why?
Xue: u say too many vulgarities infront of my dad.
Mel: where got?
Xue: u scold walan.
Mel: i scold walao nt walan
xue: but i heard u say walan ];

i was so damn angry. i already know u dun give a damn how i feel - but i'm a human, i still have feelings. u didnt even NOTICE i didnt reply ur sms. cuz u dont give a damn whether i reply or not - yeah.

Thirdly, that time in audi we (you,me,xb,82) all chiong like mad, hack dens like mad, wake people up damn early just to chiong for the millions to open the fam.and when we got the fam opened, guess what happened? you disappeared. me and xb msg and call you like crazy and you never once returned a msg or a call.

Fourthly, in your profile dont crap la. you put "...love my hamsters, her xiaobao, sam,82,mel and keni..." love us? OH REALLY? sorry but i dont feel your love. you have no idea how many times u made xb cry over you. wait. i think even if u knew, you wont give a DAMN - cuz that's the person you are. even if you did care, you would only care for a second, thn change the subject soon after. the poem i wrote in the post before this post was my idea of how you were like to xb. u get new friends u throw us away like trash.

Fifth - i dunno how many times i've been made to feel like rubbish by u. in the times of hardships, friends are supposed to cheer you up. in your case, you make my times of hardships WORSE man. you dont CARE about people BUT YOURSELF. call xb self-centered? take as look in the mirror and you'll find a 'better' one there. xb is so many times better than you.

Sixth - i dunno why i didnt notice this before. i only noticed it this year. i was talking to xb when i went to orchard. i fell down and sprained my ankle, and i was talking to xb while walking to kinokuniya. that was the day of the one week you ignored us. wow. such a good friend ya? maple matters more than friends. dun ghey siao say u busy or go overseas or what. if u go overseas you wil recieve our msg and reply. but when u finally spoke to us, it was a totally different subject. i stil remeber the national day while you were SUPPOSED to be sleeping, u ended up talking to 82 and his gf on the phone. i tried to ask u if u wana go to watch fireworks together, u pretended i not there and continued your conversation as if i hadnt spoken. i got pissed and jitao kup the phone since no one answered me. you were sleeping? sleeping mouth can move and make so much noise meh? u trying follow dex ah? he made so much noise and even scratched his butt in the early hours of our third morning. he first kept groaning, then started snoring, then blabbered gibberish damn fast i dun even know what he saying, then scratched his butt and asked "what the F**K you want?", started groaning again, snored some more and the finally ground his teeth for like half an hour.i hardly caught any sleep that day. and you know what? he made none of these noises when he slept next to you. i wonder why? you treat him that 'good' huh? i WONDER who was one of the people who STRONGLY OBJECTED LIKE MAD and say dowan dex go. WHO AH? i think is someone called JOEY TAN CHIEW LING. you dont have to flirt people to make them like you you know, especially guys.

Seventh - you cried your ass off on the first day, and you made xiao bao feel that it was her fault you cried. people dowan watch movie and wan walk back to room got wrong mehs? you said you were scared of her going back to room alone cuz she's a girl. then i not girl meh? u didnt make such a big fuss when i went back alone. since when did you care so much bout your friends? -surprised- wow?! she's 17 this year and do you need to worry so much? worry bout yourself since you're a 16 yrs old chiobu walking the streets. if you were that worried, why didnt you accompany her home to woodlands whenever she went home after every job from Pin Si? those hours are quite late too. actually, why dont you stick yourself to her wif super glue if you actually that worried? dun crap la. you never worried over your friends THAT much and you probably never would unless someone gives you a good tight slap in the face.

And by the way, the person tagging in your chatbox is NOT xb. i know her for a shorter period of time than you, yet i know at least THAT MUCH. she's not that bo liao though she's bo liao at times. dun so bhb. u tink people will care so much about you when u dun give a damn bout them ? dream on and on man. u wait until singapore float to antarctica aso wont happen. ever hear the saying "Do unto others what you want others to do unto you" ? maybe you did and never paid any attention to it.

Plus , you keep accusing xb of spamming your cbox. where's the PROOF? even I know she's not that boliao though i've known her for a shorter time than you. call people get a life? why dont YOU get a life? since you already broke up wif your ex, why do you BOTHER to go into his email inbox and read? why dont YOU go get a LIFE.

The time u called people lamer? say the chalet half a success? scold someone a bitch? who was the one who broke the joyous mood of the chalet by crying on the first night? i notice when xb was trying to talk to you, you ignored her. unless she addresses you DIRECTLY, you just prtend she not there. WHY do you think she was in a bad mood? maybe she had a few fault and all, but you didnt have to blame EVERYTHING on her. she was so upset until she smoke. she talk to her friend cuz we always left her alone. didnt u realise almost alot of people flock to you when you're upset, and when she's upset nobody went anywhere near her? i dont think you even noticed. you were just too busy comforting yourself that you werent to blame right? you wont know how many times you have pissed people off unless they tell you right?

Please,seriously, dont crap man. just cuz people go tag or spam your tagbox dun mean you have to delete it. anyways, what good increasing viewers on your blog do? you want to compete against xiaxue huh? gawd mans. the more i say the more self-centered i realise you are. you wana use that word on others? i'll use it back to describe you, no worries.

Well, i dunno how many times i forced myself to swallow my pride so that i wont show u i'm pissed - but you just have to keep repeating and repeating your mistakes. i was being nice for xb's sake, i wanted to protect this 'friendship'. if a 'Pissed-O-Meter' existed,mine would have blown up to 'Life-Threatening Anger' but i still diam diam ren.

And really SERIOUSLY, dun act cute lahs. that night before chalet day when you called us to remind us of what to bring to chalet you were talking super slowly. u kept asking me to ask my auntie and i keep telling you i asked already, you talked so damn slowly, even slower than lao ahma gossiping wif other old women under HDB block. you dun have to talk so slow like i dun understand simple chinese liddat. afterall- although my chinese lan, i can still understand chinese cuz i'm born a chinese, HONEY. are you trying to insult me? who knows.

Anoither thing. for 16th september, you dont even give a damn i taking o levels this year, neither do you care my PRELIMS are on that day. since i mean so little to you, why donti just disappear from your life? feel free to delete me from your blog,off your contacts list,msn,friendster,etc...if dont want to, it's fine with me too. thanks for being a lousy friend to me the add-or-take past two and a half years :D

Yet another thing. STOP LYING TO OTHERS. your lying skills SUCK. u say one thing and change the story the next minute. i dunno how you mum's birthday can pop out of nowhere just nicely so that you have an excuse. u have made so many excuses until i duno which one is a lie and which ones are not. That time u were making a list of what to bring and wanted everyone to chip in on items :

-shampoo
-cleanser
-straightener
-body soap
-toothpaste

did you even realise that most of the things you've stated is a personal necessity and is up to you to bring your own? then i asked what the straightener is for. you said you, sam and xb wanted to use it. then i called up xb asked her wad she want the straightener for. she became blur, then asked me what i mean. i repeated the question and she said she didnt say she wanted it. then i smsed sam. the way he replied was like he did not need it "it would be good if you can bring it" == we are going to a chalet for goodness sakes!not some kinda fashion parade == you wan it you ask for it. dun anyhow mention peoples names when u didnt even ASK them whether they want it or not. mega slip-up in lying there, no? when people find out you've been lying, you make more excuses that are even more FAKE, just to cover up. we all swallowed it up to give you face.

I still have more :D dun be a drama queen. you cried for 3 days over the fact u dowan xb to meet the guy and were worried bout on her? dont joke. those are probably crocodile tears so that you will comfort yourself for being a good friend to her after all the time u spent with her, isnt it? you werent THAT worried bout her when she hadnt met the guy yet. why the sudden concern? most probably is cuz of the guy - again. seriously, if you hate someone, why would you even BOTHER to reply his smses and tell him you cut your finger in D&T? when u dowan people to know how you actually are, you ghey kiang say it's NOT that then change the subject and keep repeatedly saying you are not the one at fault indirectly or directly when YOU are the one. why do you keep doing that?

Last of all,well, i hope you're happy to piss people off. enjoy :D coz when you get karma ( the real meaning of it) you will know how we all felt, and you will learn to regret it. a simple apology is not enough for either of us, but i dont think you will apologise anyways. you treat the people who truly care bout you like crap, and the people who dont give a crap bout you, u treat really well.

i shall return you your gl act cute face that pissed me off when you say i said walan not walao --> ;]

P.S. for the people who read this post and hate me for stating things you didnt know bout joey, feel free to hate me,crap bout me, or even if you dont, i dont care ^^

Labels: May god BLESS you

posted by KurameXD @ 11:27 PM





When we first met,
You were nice;
You were kind;
I had finally found a person that could walk along beside me;
Who would never leave me behind

The days passed quickly-
We went through all the hard times,
Sad times,
Happy times,
Chaotic times together-
We were practically one half of the other

But as we all know;
A repated pattern throughout history till this day;
Is the one where things are bound to change-
You changed;
I changed;
It was inevitable

Inseprable as we were in the past;
We behaved like we never shared those moments together
Unknown to each other-
We eventually became strangers;
What happened to the frendship i felt at the beginning?
Was it all a lie?

When u finally spoke to me again,
I could tell there was something not quite right about you-
Exactly what it was-i couldn't tell;
But there was one thing i knew to be-
It was definitely a friendship gone awry

When we were past the usual greetings like
"How have you been?"
"What have you done up to now?"
I felt the rusty cogs of our friendship begin to turn again;
And a warm feeling seeped into my heart

Suddenly there was nothing-
Big, black holes began to appear in my memories of you
What was happening?
I tried shaking my head to rid myself of this nightmare;
More black spots appeared; and my vision turned slightly red

Why?
You left me for another-
You left me bleeding;
How could you pretend like nothing happenend?
Was that how friendship worked?

When u came running into my arms yet again;
I let you cry your heart out-
I comforted you;
I cared for you-
As if nothing had happened just like before

I clung on to you like it was a choice between life or death;
To suffer or to lose the only person i cared for the most;
And as my already torn soul was ripped further-
I tried my best to keep it from you;
I'm not sure if you ever noticed the pain i felt;
But even if you did,you did not speak of it

You came and left as you wished-
And i was always always there for you;
You were like the clouds and i was like the sun;
When you were with me everything else went unnoticed;
And when you disappeared there was nothing left to distract me

I sat in a dark corner;
Screaming; always screaming;
And as silent tears ran down my face;
I comforted myself that you would one day notice my pain;
And would be there to comfort me;
To treasure me;
And would return to stay for a little while more

I waited for what seemed like years;
But you never did come back-
Although i waited and stayed beside you throughout;
You never once turned back to look at me-
Not even once.
I cried my heart out like there was no tomorrow;
And it was never enough-
For all the pain i felt was enough was enough to rival the water of the seas

It was then i noticed what you actually were-
You treated the men you've just met better than me although i knew you longer;
I've seen the way u treated them; and i felt lower than dirt
The stick that broke the camel's back was when u blamed everything on me;
Even when i was not even in the wrong

You lied to me,
You cheated my sincerity,
You stole precious hours of my time;
While you turned others against me-
My vision turned many different hues of red

I was never trusted by others-
And it was all because of you
When you cried there was always someone there for you-
But never anyone there for me;
I felt the Red-eyed demon beginning to rear its head and rip its way out of my tattered soul

You've caused me so much hurt;
But the funny thing is that you've never realised;
You've offended many others without knowing-
And they all swallowed it down though you repeatedly made them suffer-
Do you have any idea what you've done?

People say i should let you know who you actually are-
And shatter the rosy painting you painted of yourself;
But i could not find it in myself to do so,
Though you've treated me this way

I keep asking myself why am i still hesitating to hurt you-
When you've never so much as blinked when you hurt me repeatedly
I keep asking myself why do i keep crying over you-
Although i know it is not worth it
So why am i still hesitating?

Is it time for me to step up and out?
Is it time for you to know that you've hurt me and many others?
Or should i just wait until you found out yourself-perhaps years later?
Should i just leave this pain and suffering behind and walk out of this life?
Or should i just continue clinging on while my soul gets further torn apart?

The way you spoke of me to others was as if i never existed;
You spoke as if you were the only one who suffered;
Did you even know the pain i went through just to keep this bond with you?
Every word you spoke rained a sharp shower of icy needles-
It pierced heavily through me;
Like a monsoon with endless velocity;

Should i forget you and move on?
Would you even remember me as a friend that you once had?
Or should i assume that i was just a mist to you-
That only managed to cloud your vision for only a mere second?
Would you be happier without me...i wonder?

-Kurame
posted by KurameXD @ 11:56 PM





i only learned that JASMINE YOU of Versailles has passed away on 9th August,which is Singapore's birthday. Rest in peace Jasmine-sama, you will be remembered.

Lots Of LOVE,

in Memory of Jasmine.

Labels: rest in peace

posted by KurameXD @ 11:08 AM





MAAAAN. what is WITH you damn teachers?! I dont get influenced by people
THAT EASILY _|_ why am i always absent from school? BECAUSE I'VE GOT HYPERTYROID YOU ASSHOLES. STOP BLAMING HER WILL YA? I didnt go to school today coz of Nausea, then when i woke up i had gastric... you know how that feels? Then when you have nothing better to say, you will take us as a joke - firstly you insult one of us, then conveniently insult the other. you now how that feels? FUCK OFFF YOU ASSHOLES OF FIRST TOA PAYOH SECONDARY SCHOOL. JUST COZ YOU EARN INCOME DOESNT GIVE YOU THE DAMN RIGHT TO INSULT PEOPLE LIKE THIS _|_

Labels: buncha faggots

posted by KurameXD @ 10:17 AM





http://the-fantasy-pictures.com/?gallery=shiroi_sakura

Labels: ASAP

posted by KurameXD @ 3:39 PM


誕生日おめでとうの白!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIRO-CHAN! <3333

Labels: i onli managed to get on the comp today so i posted asap xD

posted by KurameXD @ 1:47 PM





Lelouch, you should have been king, as the most worthy of them all.

Labels: Tribute to the epic ending of Code Geass: Hangyaku No Lelouch II

posted by KurameXD @ 6:45 PM





Rest in peace, Michel Jackson.
posted by KurameXD @ 9:37 AM

Hello world. I, the homo sapien, have just descended on earth.
I love myself, myself and myself.


The Master

Name:Kurame.
Gender: ??
Age: Longer than you can imagine.
Email: AyumiHamasaki_iLo@Hotmail.com
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Real Age: a century younger than Master
OTANJYOBI: 26th September
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Name: Azumi
Gender: F
Real Age: 1 going 2
OTANJYOBI: 26th September
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Name: Farian
Gender: M
Real Age: a century younger than Shiki
OTANJYOBI: 26 January
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Green things.
Minbin Didi x3
LAOSHUUU!
PROmeansPRO
AOI!
Kuran Kaname
HAZUKI TWIN!
GaZeTTE
Alice Nine
Yazoo-FFVII
Ayumi Hamasaki
TeGoMass
Mayu Shinjo
Matsuri Hino
Yuu Watase
Hiroto
Okasan
Zenbu no tomodachi desu
Sony Ericsson w810i & Nokia N85
Mizuki Nana
Kanon Wakeshima
On/Off
Stephanie
AuditionSEA
Kamikaze
May'n
Pigstar
Okina Reika
Yumi Mitora Kusakurin
Sowelu
Mai Hoshimura
Kitade Nana
SNoW
キンヤ
Sakamoto Maaya
Anime
Junjou Romantica
Vampire Knight
WANTED
D.Gray Man
ToraDora
Loveless
Love Celeb
Kireipapa
Haruka MINAMI
Takagi RYOU
L'Arc-en-Ciel
The Generous
2BACKKA
Utada Hikaru
Juned
June
Kalafina
SID
Ali Project
The Back Horn
Blaue Rosen
The Brilliant Green
Versailles
Twilight (book)
New Moon (book)
Eclipse (book)
Breaking Dawn (book)
Stephenie Meyer
Twilight (movie)
EDWARD CULLEN!
ALICE CULLEN
JASPER CULLEN!
Manga
Rie Kugumiya
Atsushi Miyazawa
Team-F
Skip Beat!
Princess Princess
Tohjoh Asami
DOD KALIX!
Yui Horie
Daisuke Kishio
Mamoru Miyano
Tsuruga Ren
Mamiko Noto
Carter Burwell
Muse
SID
Iron & Wine
Mute Math
Kazuhiko Mishima
Pachbell
Yuna Ito
Yui
BoA
DETROIT METAL CITY
Kenichi Matsuyama
Tateno Makoto
Steal Moon-vol 1 & 2
Hero Heel-Vol 1, 2 & 3
Feverish
Kusaka Takaaki
Wonderful Days?
Victorian style clothing
Tenzen Momoko
Yamane Ayano
Kabutomaru Chouko
Invisible Love
Ethe 'Real.
Saiko Sex.
Lovely Complex
Otani Atsushi.
Koizumi Risa
Epik High.
Shingo Murase


.A form of desire.


(x) Azumi(Angel Of Dreams-Qian)
() Finish paying debt for my butlers - Butler #1 and #2 .
() Deathly clothes.
() Become the pureblood vampire i admire for a day. (Kaname Kuran Cosplay)
() Red irises.
(x) Red hair.
() Oak brown hair.
() Silver hair<.
() Visit to Australia
() Good O lvl results.
(x) Change phone plan.
() Meet Aoi x3.
() Meet them all :D
() Cosplay group.
() Pass Math.
() Pass POA.
(x) Pass chinese.
() Get excellent grades for English and Art.
() Dress Shiki,Azumi and Farian up
() Increase my vocab.
() A job with good pay for the holidays.
() Do a duet with Iris Wisteria Arista :D
(x) Know how to edit codes.
(x) Not to fall asleep while reading Chinese.
(x) Memorise SNoW's Sakasama No Chou.
() Memorise Kitade Nana's Antoniette Blue.
() Memorise On/Off's Rinne~Rondo.
(x) Miss out on nothing.
() Ganbatte!.
() Memorise Utada hikaru's 'Prisoner of Love'.
() Memorise May'n's 'Nyan Nyan Service' and 'Yousei'.
() Know how to style hair.
() Increase Dollfie Wardrobes.
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